Step Into My Mind

Trying to feel alive
But I'm dying inside
Trying to hide the tears that fall from my eyes
Trying to feel alive, but I'm dying inside
Trying to hide the tears that fall from my eyes
Don't want my son to see his father cry
Lies that I tell to others saying that I'm fine
But you can hear it in my rhymes, times when I want to die
Try to hide it behind my pride
Mama asked why, but I have no reply
So I tell another lie saying I'm doing alright
Got another bottle and I'm drinking it tonight
All while I'll sit here and fight these demons in my mind
Praying to God hoping he'll shine a bit of light
Looking for a sign to stay alive, but there's nothing going on in my sight
Only a black screen and I see me in it
And I ain't the only one sitting on this dirty couch

Step Into My Mind
See all that makes me want to die
All the times that I cried
I don't want to be me anymore
Step Into My Mind
See all the pain that I hide
All the times I hid it behind a fake smile

Trying to feel alive
But I'm dying inside
Trying to hide the tears that fall from my eyes
I'm sorry mama I ain't the man you raised me to be
You try to tell me that I am a good man, but that's something I just cannot believe
Cause the things that torment me
I wish I never had to see
To my wifey, I apologize for all the times I made you cry
Believe me, I did try to be the same guy you fell in love with
But I fucked up over some other bitch
Which I can't take back, now I understand why you never trust me around any female friend
Hiding messages like it's contraband
Now our relationship is sinking in the sand
To my one and only baby boy
Since you come into this world I was filled with joy
I love watching you play with your toys
I didn't have a dad but I'm here to love you and be yours

Step Into My Mind
See all that makes me want to die
All the times that I cried
I don't want to be me anymore
Step Into My Mind
See all the pain that I hide
All the times I hid it behind a fake smile
Feeling alive
Dying inside
Hide the tears
Fallin' from my eyes



Credits
Writer(s): Landis Cly
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