Lost

I'm trying to keep a grip on reality

Grip on reality

What does it take just to feel alive
There is a void inside me
An emptiness that's thriving
This numb feeling never seems to go away
Living life like this every single day

Post traumatic stress and so many painful memories
Is there anything to end my suffering?
Suffocating I can barely breathe
I feel so fucking alone and no one can ever find me

I'm tired of pretending that I am okay and not knowing the words to say

I feel so lost in my head

Forgetting all that I once was
My heart bleeds for all the pain that you've caused
Forgetting all that I once was
My heart bleeds for all the pain that you've caused

You've burned this bridge far too many times
How long will it take before you fucking realize

You've burned this bridge far too many times

I hate the way I see myself now
I'm tired of being kicked when I'm already down
I will never make you proud
As long as you're around I'll always be stuck on the ground

I'm tired of pretending that I am okay and not knowing the words to say
I feel so lost in my head
It's all built up in my brain before you throw it all away
And try to forget yesterday
Just remember I am not the one to blame

I've spent my whole life walking away
But now I'm forced to face what I've become
For I am not to blame, this is what you made me
I am lost in your wake
I know my only light is dying out
Making the same mistakes
How do I take this pain and let it wither away without becoming nothing?



Credits
Writer(s): Lucas Spencer
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