Mama

Our conversations disappeared
I remember when you were still here
Unspoken words I should have said
How I blamed you for my parents' unhappiness

Sometimes I hated you
I wanted to understand you
I was told I look like you
But I didn't want to become you

You smiled and joked about it
But what I said, I still regret it
It almost feels like I predicted it

And when you had passed
Hard feelings shouldn't last
I thought it would be fixed
But I was wrong
At night

He's mad, she's mad
I hide, I cry
It's all my fault
I wished I died

I know now it's
Not my fault I
Have learned how I

Need to forgive myself
Need to let go
Need to move on from things out of my control

Now I've grown up and I can say the truth
I, after all this time, still love you



Credits
Writer(s): Laya Gollapudi
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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