AM I THE BAD GUY

Am I the bad guy
For wanting a little fun
It's always the ones you want
Who'd rather get up and run
When you come to me at daytime
And I Forget about you till night
I know it's not right when
You look me right in my eyes
I only see your face
(Face, face, face)
On top of that I'm dazed

Am I the bad guy
For not giving you want you want
I thought it'd be best if
I wanted you a little less
Than you did me at the start
When I was laying on your chest

Am I the bad guy
For being scared to let you in
Before this even begins
I'll take you out for a spin though
My heart's been left so cold
So cold, so cold
You're not over her
I'm not even over him
What a bunch of hypocrites
I think it's time we should admit
We're not over it
Cuz
We're both the bad guys
For not giving each other what we want
Searchin' in the dark
Searchin' in the dark

So don't you sell
Sweet dreams
And lullabies
Before you let us go
Our own ways
There's no way
Around
What's done is done
So we start again
(Again, again)
In this play pretend
(Pretend, again)
Play the victim
The bad guy
To no end

And I just wondered why
Each time, you'd try
To hide the way you feel
And about me still
Being up in your business
Checking my phone
Just to see the shit messages
From you
When you're the one
That reached out first
But now you're just the worst
Mistake I ever made
The distractions you laid
There's not much
I'd wanna take
If you're leaving
If you'll just leave me
Yeah, you deceived me

I thought you'd know better
Than to just cut it out
But you thought maybe it's best
If you just stayed away
But boy please why
Ruin my peace
At the beginning
When I was doing
Just fine before you came
I was doing just fine
Without you on my mind