Dear Diary

Dear diary
I think today I've discovered
Why I'm always finding myself
In the same fucking problem
With a different nigga

You, you say love me, then love me
Want me, then want me
You can't just say it
If you want it then show
Be so sick of you niggas
I'm right there with Sza
Had the nerve to confront me
And spin that shit on me
Then he told me I'm selfish
Cause he wasn't ready
Nigga ruined my birthday
Yea that shit was heartless
Done with all this confusion
And all of the giving
While I stay on pause
And these niggas just living
Is you lying
Preaching to the choir
All the things said prior
Ain't what had transpired
So I fucked the vibe up
Truth I ain't a liar
All I ever do
Is all that you desire
Admit to all my fuck ups
Admit to all my trauma
Living up front
Ain't shit here undercover
Had issues with my mother
And I ain't have a father
And that's why I stay loving all these niggas
That don't love me back



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Writer(s): Derrick Hayes
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