Love Sickness

I'm sick of loving you, I can't recover from it
Symptoms only growing bigger while apart
I'm giving all my heart and all I'm getting are withdrawals
All the time I spent longing for your lips
Shivering and vomiting, I want another fix
Never thought I'd get addicted to the arguments
And ripping it apart and fixing it to start again
Can't explain it but I hate the way I make the same mistakes
Today a failure's all I've been
Paid the fee and made the cradle
Dig the crater deeper, can't escape it when I'm falling in
Nailed the coffin in
And all the weight I thought I got a grip upon will start to slip
I've bent as far as I could for you
Given all I've got to give and
I'm afflicted

Love sickness
Love sickness
Your love is a sickness
And I'm so, so sick
Love sickness
I got down with the swiftness
Now I'm clouded with visions
And I'm so sick

You push me far away, when I walk away
You turn me 'round and tell me how I gotta stay
Want it all to change, never long before you're shouting
Tell me what the hell is wrong with me
Watch it oscillate from love to hate
Turning on a dime, rewind the other way
Filled with fury, fuel the way we fornicate
Until the morning, suddenly it's all okay
And I don't know if I know what to say
Anymore, I want it all and want it all to go away
You're a rolling wave
Toss me to and fro then throw me off, it's so insane
But when you're holding me I won't complain
Tell me all the things I wanted you to say
Could've cut my heart out but I honestly
Love how cruel you are to me

When I prayed for you
I never knew what I was getting into
Never feed the hand that bit you
I gave everything
It never seemed to be enough to get through
A bitter farewell I bid you
Tend the wound, I won't ignore it anymore
And I won't let you
Open it up yet again, you ain't a friend to me
Won't you let me forget you
And I'll continue through missing you
Silently, no I won't let a whisper through
I tried to heal but I'm still feeling blue
Baby I'm so sick for you