SAD BOY

My
Soul is obsessive, invested in goals
Twiddle my fingers when feeling withdrawals
Drew naked women right next to my notes
Talk like a show host I focus on jokes
Audience members still ask me for coke
Mama was mugged in the street for her coat
Sagging my pants made me feel i was dope
That was way back, we was fresh off the boat
Give up my coat if you think that its cold
Lately I'm selfish been craving the gold
Lately my fears have been leaving my soul
Patterns repeating I know how it go

But I get down with the sunshine
Down down down down with the sun
Everybody down gon' smile when the sun shine
Down down down down with the uh
Smile when im numb
Is quite the skill
I like when I fall its such a thrill
I'm having my fun
I keep it real
I like when I fall its such a thrill
Its such a thrill
Sad boy
Poking fun at these depressing feels
Sad boy
It's such a motherfucking thrill

Favorite part of getting High
Next The day I'm sober
Apply
All that I learned
And I learned that I'm the owner
Of thoughts and all these feelings and not the other way
I'm not just in my brain
I think this shits a game
I think this shits a game
I think this shit is fun
I think that I'm depressed
As fuck but fuck it I ain't done

Sad boy go get back to the pencil
Sad boy go get back to the pencil
Sad boy go get back to the pencil
When you feel imprisoned paint windows
But I get down with the sunshine
Down down down down with the sun
Everybody down gon' smile when the sun shine
Down down down down with the uh
Smile
Smile when im numb
Is quite the skill
I like when I fall its such a thrill
I'm having my fun
I keep it real
I like when I fall its such a thrill
It's such a thrill
Sad boy
Poking fun at these depressing feels (get up)
Sad boy (you gotta keep going)
It's such a motherfucking thrill