More Life, More Depression

I'm working endless shifts
Making that money miss
I'm working endless shifts
Making that
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More Life
More Depression
Trying to find out if my life is a blessing
Cause everyday it's filled with regretting
Do I end it or do I keep pushing
Making this money but it's not enough
Trying to fit in but I'm just getting shoved
Hitting for love but I never hit home
I think that it's time to step out my zone

I'm stuck and I can't find my way
I remember when I used to have nothing
Remember when I was young I used feel to something
Now all the pain is just numbing
I been going through a whole lot of stress
I go down the wrong block it's a whole lot of red
I used to think that I had a whole lot of friends
But they all led me to a whole lot of ends
I'm on my doley
I'm on my lonely
Ain't never had no one to keep me company
All of my thoughts they hitting me rapidly
I don't even know if I should keep on rapping
Might let out too much for them to hear
Staying alone is my biggest fear
But please let me make this clear
I don't want any of your little cheers
Where do I go
I'm trying to fix all this shit
Trying to find out if I'm built for this shit
Trying to find out where I really even fit
Niggas gonna ask if I'm okay
I put my pain in a pack and I smoke it away
Fuck all my opps they all dead anyway
Step on my block and you join them today
Let me stop with all this cap
I don't even have my own mac
Everyday breaking my damn back
Push the hoes off like my name Jack
Treated different cause my skin black
Addicted to music like it's crack
Put in the work no time to slack
One mistake and I lose the bag
I order doordash like everyday
Eating this food gonna make me decay
At this point I don't even care mane
If I die make sure it's by a shotty mane

More Life
More Depression (How the hell can I keep going on)
Trying to find out if my life is a blessing
Cause everyday it's filled with regretting (The pain in my heart it's just too strong)
Do I end it or do I keep pushing
Making this money but it's not enough
(Where did everything even go wrong)
Trying to fit in but I'm just getting shoved
Hitting for love but I never hit home
I think that it's time to step out my zone
They try to say that life ain't a game
But since mine started this shit been on play
Ain't no pause button this shit stays connected
Until I pull the plug make servers suspended
When it's all over will I be ascending
We all think that until we do all the reflecting
At the end of the day I'm sorry to those I'm affecting
Those I'm affecting

More Life
More Depression (How the hell can I keep going on)
Trying to find out if my life is a blessing
Cause everyday, it's filled with regretting (The pain in my heart it's just too strong)
Do I end it or do I keep pushing
Making this money but it's not enough (Where did everything even go wrong)
Trying to fit in but I'm just getting shoved
Hitting for love but I never hit home
I think that it's time to step out my