Heavenly

I've been harboring resentment so long that it feels like a part of me
Been repressing that shit so strong but you're still swearing apathy
I think it's getting time to move on, almost time to let it be
Our love is long gone, this is my swan song
But I must let you know that you're heavenly

Guess who made it out of their old hometown
Not me motherfucker I can barely go 'round
Without feeling like my peers keep passing me by
They're moving out while I'm still stuck staying inside
I don't mind 'cause I write about my life
Reflecting on my past readily I realize
That I've got a lot to say about you
You know it's true
Said I've got a lot to say about you
Do you too
You could come through (Through)
We could fly to the moon
Maybe Jupiter too
I just think that you're cool
But we're never going back to the way we used to be
So I'm yelling from afar that you are and will always be heavenly

Yeah
Not fade away
Love, lockdown, heartbreaks, 808s
Freight train bones carry me to foreign place
Couple stops on the way so I'm sorry for the wait
Impartial to his fate
Carpal tunnel gates
A lot of cats are LARPing through the narratives that they create
Who's to blame
So conditioned television kisses
You love Lucy but she hates the way you clean the dishes
She reciprocates but every day's a competition
Somber silence sitting by the fire as it eats the bridges
And the fridge near empty
The grass on the other side is always tempting
The metal in the bedspring erodes to a dust
No sleep 'til the earth spontaneous combusts

I've been harboring resentment so long that it feels like a part of me
Been repressing that shit so strong but you're still swearing apathy
I think it's getting time to move on, almost time to let it be
Our love is long gone this is my swan song
But I must let you know that you're heavenly