SUICIDE_PACT

I gave everything I had, but it's not enough
Try to keep it all inside, but it's just too much
Between you and me, I've burned my final bridge
Turn the stereo and let that vinyl spin

And I still mourn, I've been so torn
Every 365, the days, I'm so worn
Every day is a repeat, my face on the concrete
The pills in my body, I've been so numb

Tryna live is like I'm watching a rerun
Can never wake up, tryna search for the reason
Every memory is starting to fade
And every night when I sleep, I hallucinate

Waiting for a sign (you kept me waiting up, you kept me waiting)
A reason to carry on with this life ('cause every day is the same)
Bound to these chains (I know I can't escape, I know I can't es-)
This body is just a home for this pain (let me go)

Let me go!
I know I can't escape
I know I can't es-

Looking back to the past with cataracts
Let it fade 'cause it's never coming back
Losing grip of the memories
I feel a ghost try to cut my extremities

Please, somebody come save me
Wake me, 'cause lately feeling crazy
Losing grip of the memories
I feel a ghost try to cut my extremities

And I still mourn, I've been so torn
Every 365, the days, I'm so worn
Every day is a repeat, my face on the concrete
The pills in my body, I've been so numb

Tryna live is like I'm watching a rerun
Can never wake up, tryna search for the reason
Every memory is starting to fade
And every night when I sleep I hallucinate

Let me go!

Waiting for a sign (you kept me waiting up, you kept me waiting)
A reason to carry on with this life ('cause every day is the same)
Bound to these chains (I know I can't escape, I know I can't es-)
This body is just a home for this pain (let me go)