Why Am I Still Here?
Sometimes I don't think I'm living for myself
Cause all the time it's for someone else
Never thought I would get to a point like this
So hopeless and so so sick
I don't want to leave but I don't know what I'm here for
My life was worth it now I'm not so sure
I'm still here but everyone seems to ignore
I might need some help to get me back on course
Why am I still here?
When I seem like a bother
Why am I still here?
No one came hear me holler
Why am I still here?
Questioning this?
When all I can do is go away without being missed
It may seem like I'm happy
But truly I am sad
I've all these bad thoughts
That I can't take back
My memories fading
Of all the good times
I had when I was doing just fine
My friends just say "It'll all go away"
They haven't seen what it's like for me day by day
Because the way I feel
Is so empty inside
And I really don't know the reason why
Why am I still here?
When I seem like a bother
Why am I still here?
No one came hear me holler
Why am I still here?
Questioning this?
When all I can do is go away without being missed
It's a silent cry for help
Cause I'm not doing so well
I Feel so vulnerable
Please leave me alone
It's so contradicting
All of these feelings
Left and right
Up and down
I just need to leave this town
Go away and try again
Oooh
Why am I still here?
Why am I still here?
Why am I still here?
Why am I still here?
Cause all the time it's for someone else
Never thought I would get to a point like this
So hopeless and so so sick
I don't want to leave but I don't know what I'm here for
My life was worth it now I'm not so sure
I'm still here but everyone seems to ignore
I might need some help to get me back on course
Why am I still here?
When I seem like a bother
Why am I still here?
No one came hear me holler
Why am I still here?
Questioning this?
When all I can do is go away without being missed
It may seem like I'm happy
But truly I am sad
I've all these bad thoughts
That I can't take back
My memories fading
Of all the good times
I had when I was doing just fine
My friends just say "It'll all go away"
They haven't seen what it's like for me day by day
Because the way I feel
Is so empty inside
And I really don't know the reason why
Why am I still here?
When I seem like a bother
Why am I still here?
No one came hear me holler
Why am I still here?
Questioning this?
When all I can do is go away without being missed
It's a silent cry for help
Cause I'm not doing so well
I Feel so vulnerable
Please leave me alone
It's so contradicting
All of these feelings
Left and right
Up and down
I just need to leave this town
Go away and try again
Oooh
Why am I still here?
Why am I still here?
Why am I still here?
Why am I still here?
Credits
Writer(s): Ayana Lea
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