Self destruct

Stress me out but I hold it in
Why does everything I wanna do just feel like a sin now
She asked me like where it went wrong
Girl my life's filled with trauma so where do I begin
Got PTSD just can't think about what happened or when, where I've been
Trying to recall it just makes my head spin
Tears dripping down my chin at least that's what I imagine in my head I just embrace the pain from within
She wanting my heart bitch gonna tare it apart
Just let myself bask in the pain It's like a twisted work of art
Knew it was pointless and doomed from the start
But I still tried my best just wish I could restart

Rest in peace my soul, rest in peace my love
I don't wanna die baby i just wanna live
Can you hear my pain baby, can you save my lane
I don't wanna go right here, I don't wanna go right here
I don't wanna be alone, baby why you hang my call
I been losing my home, promise me you coming home
I don't wanna be here, maybe you got a boyfriend
I just wanna be your friend, baby can we still be friends

Stress me out but I hold it in
Why does everything I wanna do just feel like a sin now
She asked me like where it went wrong
Girl my life's filled with trauma so where do I begin
Got PTSD just can't think about what happened or when, where I've been
Trying to recall it just makes my head spin
Tears dripping down my chin at least that's what I imagine in my head I just embrace the pain from within
She wanting my heart bitch gonna tare it apart
Just let myself bask in the pain It's like a twisted work of art
Knew it was pointless and doomed from the start
But I still tried my best just wish I could restart

Rest in peace my soul, rest in peace my love
I don't wanna die baby i just wanna live
Rest in peace my soul, rest in peace my love
I don't wanna die baby i just wanna live

Stress me out but I hold it in
Why does everything I wanna do just feel like a sin now
She asked me like where it went wrong
Girl my life's filled with trauma so where do I begin
Got PTSD just can't think about what happened or when, where I've been
Trying to recall it just makes my head spin
Tears dripping down my chin at least that's what I imagine in my head I just embrace the pain from within
She wanting my heart bitch gonna tare it apart
Just let myself bask in the pain It's like a twisted work of art
Knew it was pointless and doomed from the start
But I still tried my best just wish I could restart



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Writer(s): J A Y Y A
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