not good enough

I spend some time with a therapist
I'm saying what she wants to hear
But I don't act on it
I feed myself with calories
It seems to be the only thing that puts my mind to ease
I'm quite aware I'm falling back
Comparing myself with some strangers on the internet
A special place for everyone
But where the hell is mine?
It seems as if I'm always moving on

Millions ways
To follow grace
But I don't even start, 'cause

Right now I'm not good enough for myself
How can I just break up with myself?
I'm running out of water
And I just wanna be my mother's daughter

I'm wasting days excusing me
For all the times I didn't use my opportunities
I hurt myself with honesty
It cuts so deep and only feeds my insecurities

Million ways
To follow grace
But I don't even start, 'cause

Right now I'm not good enough for myself
How can I just break up with myself?
I'm running out of water
And I just wanna be my mother's daughter

I'm a masochist most of the times
And I despise society for always telling me
How to love myself
And how to behave
When I just want to survive until the end of the day, yeah

Right now I'm not good enough for myself
How can I just break up with myself?
I'm running out of water
And I just wanna be my mother's daughter



Credits
Writer(s): Charlotte Eriksson, Jan Eric Markert, Lisa Kögler
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