Extrovert

Sometimes I feel like I've lost humanity
Not able to behave like them ordinary
Being silent is a disability
They socialize to become bullies

Everyone has a craving for words like their lives depend on sentences
I'm guilty and naturally excluded
It's just an easy instinct
Why feel uneasiness
Too exhausted to give answers

I just wanna be an extrovert
Speak up one more word and it's over
I just wanna be an extrovert
'Cause I can't seem to be myself
If you don't express love you don't deserve love
Am I wrong

Sometimes I feel like I don't belong to this world
Not participating like everybody else
There ain't no dramatic stories worth to tell
Why do you wanna know me so well

Everyone is expecting words like there's a novel in my head
As if they did care 'bout what I said
Trying to hide my disinterest just makes me feel dread
Drain me louder 'cause inside I'm dead

I just wanna be an extrovert
Speak up one more word and it's over
I just wanna be an extrovert
'Cause I can't seem to be myself
If you don't express love you don't deserve love
Am I wrong

They don't know how much they tortured
They won't know how much we suffered
We're all forced to make noises to fill their empty heads
And they call it prowess
In this ruckus we're not favored
In this circus we're each other's entertainers
Can I choose to be free to be what I really am

I need a few moments of nothingness
Where I completely disconnect all my senses
Where I see myself
Where I ain't lonely
Where I used to be

So
I just wanna be an extrovert
Speak up one more word and it's over
I just wanna be an extrovert
'Cause I know I can never be myself
Only those who love to say love deserve love
Am I wrong
To be me

I just wanna be
To be me
I just wanna be
To be me
I just wanna be
To be me
I just wanna be



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