You, Every Time

You stumble in, I search for words, we've been here before
On the side of your bed, closest to the door
Through the blur in my eyes, it was clear I was dying
But I just needed you, needed one last night
When you wake, I'll be miles away, what was all this for?
Memories in your bottom drawer

Fighting at your parents place, you tell me, "I can't deal this way"
I tell you, "I'm leaving," you say, "No, I don't mean it"
So I cry into my pillowcase
I guess your mind has changed again, again, and again

When I see it in my head
I know it isn't right (I know it isn't right)
But when I hold you in my hands
I choose you every time (I choose you every time)

I'm in a dark hotel room, you're somewhere in the wind
I should open up the blinds, shouldn't have let you in
Wanna burn down your town, do you see me now?
I'm broken and pathetic, oh, you must be proud
Still, I think there's a chance
God, you hurt so bad

Cry until I suffocate until you say my name
I wish I didn't need it, I wish I didn't mean it
And I know you're someone I should hate
What do you expect me to say?

When I see it in my head
I know it isn't right (I know it isn't right, I know it isn't right)
But when I hold you in my hands
I choose you every time (I choose you every time, I choose you every time)

Can't say goodbye, so hang up the phone
Didn't want me, then never let me know
When I see it in my head, I always justify
I know it isn't right, I choose you

And if I'm just too much
How am I not enough?
And if you never called it love
Why'd I think it was?

In my mind, it isn't right (I know it isn't right)
(I know it isn't right)
I choose you every time (I choose you every time)
(I choose you every time)