What You Want

Now I know we've been kinda distant
Trying not to mention
How we lost some feelings
I was ready to pay for those times
But now it's too expensive
I can't even go back to my house
I feel like something's missing
So now I just lay alone and think
But that shit too depressing
You tell me that I'm fine
But it isn't what you think
I'm really missing all the old days
And the joy it used to bring
I really wish all these distractions
Didn't have to intervene
Cause now I'm left with these emotions
And a phone that doesn't ring

Now if I told you I moved on
Would that be what you want
And if I showed you I was wrong
Would that give you what you want
If I would've stayed all along
Would that be what you want
If I never made another song
Would that give you what you want
I don't even want to think about what's next
Cause I've been dealing with this pain for some months
And I can't seem to find the words for a response
All I'm really trying to be
Is everything that you want

I know I can be a handful
Jammed full
Of things you can't handle
Try to take the time to talk it out
But you go and cancel
Yeah
That's why you turn around and leave
But I'm staying put
Don't want to tell you that I'm desperate
Cause the way that it looks
Yeah
And that's why lately
I just keep my distance
Her feelings on and off
Back and forth
She not consistent
I know you told me this before
But I chose not to listen
And now I'm the one that's looking dumb
All caught up in my feelings
Like damn I can't
Get you
With no chance
I try to comply
But don't know
Who I am
Doing everything you wanted
Still don't know where I stand
Like I'm so tempted to say
Fuck it put a cup in my hand
Cause right now all I feel is pain
From you yeah
I'm wishing things can be the same
With you yeah
I guess that I'm the one to blame
To you yeah
But all I want is you yeah

Now if I told you I moved on
Would that be what you want
And if I showed you I was wrong
Would that give you what you want
If I would've stayed all along
Would that be what you want
If I never made another song
Would that give you what you want
I don't even want to think about what's next
Cause I've been dealing with this pain for some months
And I can't seem to find the words for a response
All I'm really trying to be
Is everything that you want

Well you know what's true
All of things I said to you
All of the memories that we've been through
Were they for nothing
Yeah
I don't know what to do
I don't want to hear your point of view
I'm just going to make my choice to lose
Cause this ain't worth it
Yeah

Now if I told you I moved on
Would that be what you want
And if I showed you I was wrong
Would that give you what you want
If I would've stayed all along
Would that be what you want
If I never made another song
Would that give you what you want
I don't even want to think about what's next
Cause I've been dealing with this pain for some months
And I can't seem to find the words for a response
All I'm really trying to be
Is everything that you want
Is this the way that you want