Losing Focus

Seven months, kinda done
Kinda in it but in it for fun
You're in love, I give love
There's a difference, it's bigger for some
And I'm guilty as charged
My feelings are torn
The justice is served
And you have been warned
That I, I don't love you anymore

Now we're losing focus
And we both notice
The honeymoon phase has started to fade
You don't mind the way we bend and we break
And we keep going
Through the same old motions
No-one's to blame for going insane
I'm trying to find the words to say

How do I say this
Don't call me a sadist
But I never thought love was real
Couldn't take it
I shut out my heart
Left you in the dark
Now I'm afraid we're losing the spark
I know you're trying hard
But the more you give the less I want
When you can't do enough
I get upset at little stuff
You held me when my nights were rough
I left you for another one
Said you love me still
I prayed that we would go down hill
When I needed you the most
I still need you the most
I still need you the most
I still need

Now we're losing focus
And we both notice
The honeymoon phase is starting to fade
You don't mind the way we bend and we break
And we keep going
Through the same old motions
No-one's to blame for going insane
I'm trying to find the words to say

Got my head up in the clouds
While you're stuck on the ground
And I don't think I'll come down
No, I don't think I'll come down
Got my head up in the clouds
While you're stuck on the ground
And I don't think I'll come down
No, I don't think I'll come down