Cerulean

I'm feeling so high today
The reason is hard to say
But this shit like sunny days
Here then it goes away
I'm feeling so high today
The reason is hard to say
But this shit like sunny days
Here then it goes away

High today but tomorrow you're in dismay
Risking roads in the rain gets a little risky
Something to alleviate, this may
But if the vision of the world gets any more risqué
The path you walking down ain't gon' be more straight
Shoulders feeling heavy, lose weight
Shame got you beating on your breastplate
You eatin' lies all the time, your so two faced
Wait
You feed 'em to yourself, what does that say
The ups and downs are natural but chickens tend to run away
A drive will cool you down but your sweating and your crying probably scared of even trying
How you afraid of being self-critical when it's critical
Don't be minimal, try atypical
You coming off as egotistical instead of irresistible
What you gonna do?
Yeah there's burden on your conscious what you gonna do?

I'm feeling so high today
The reason is hard to say
But this shit like sunny days
Here then it goes away
I'm feeling so high today
The reason is hard to say
But this shit like sunny days
Here then it goes away

Tiptoe on thin lines with the nostrils
You wear white with your smile like apostles
Your brain turn to a stone like a fossil
Such a high that you thought was impossible
Sinful ways of a man needing gospel
Prideful tendencies feel more than awful
Impulsivity not so unlawful
But the shit that results surely topples
The tower you built from the bricks that were thrown
The stones that were cast had to come from your own
Cause the isotopes found had a similar tone
Analysis finds that the house ain't a home
Anatomy of how to break every bone
The strength of your back based on baggage unknown
Benefits of your gifts redlined like housing zones
Mortgage high like yourself so payback what you loan
Assuming my high won't go to waste
Otherwise from inside I'll find no place
Wish I could've of just left without a trace
Type of feeling that got me switching pace
I'm just in love with the feel
Never had feelings so real
From the outside it so teal (cerulean)
Yet it's The fear that I seal (I'm truly in)
Distractional peace (unruly zen)
Sacred valley so far (Peruvian)
God I try so hard (I know you won)
Give your gates my regard (it's weakening)
Faithful in my distractions I'm impassioned
Now I'm riskin' every action losing traction
The high it's so attractive I'm combatting
I'm living it it as it's happening not everlasting
Not everlasting

Fear of being caught
Ashamed of being fake
Fear of feeling love
When the other can't relate
I'm feelin so high today
The reason is hard to say
But this shit like sunny days
Here then it goes away
I'm feelin so high today
The reason is hard to say
But this shit like sunny days
Here then it goes away
I'm feelin so high today
The reason is hard to say
But this shit like sunny days
Here then it goes away

Tryna find divine
Look into your eyes and see what I've been meant to find (goes away)
I've just been so blind
Tryna find divine (goes away)
Look into your eyes and see what I've been meant to find (goes away)
I've just been so blind

Fear of being caught
Ashamed of being fake
Fear of feeling love
When the other can't relate
Fear of having problems
With answers holding weight
Fear of being behind
Although life is never straight
Fear of being caught
Ashamed of being fake
Fear of feeling love
When the other can't relate
Fear of having problems
With answers holding weight
Fear of being behind
Although life is never straight
Fear of being caught
Ashamed of being fake
Fear of feeling love
When the other can't relate
Fear of having problems
With answers holding weight
Fear of being behind
Although life is never straight