Last Sunset

Losing something, in what feels like an instant
That instant, is actually called reality
When it actually hits you that its been
Breaking down and breaking down
The whole time
Built on the foundation of nothing

That reality is now panic
Shutting a life down that you spent a life to build
Its violent

When you're so close to them
That they've become you
You're removing pieces of them that are you
It feels like you're gutting yourself like an animal
Cleaving and scraping
And you don't know when to stop

FUCK

I feel the shift
In the evening wind
Your eyes will not meet mine

This isn't working and you're not worth my time
Resigned
I see your true colors
I only played the fucking fool

Justification for my humiliation
You will remember me forever

Caught by surprise in the light of destruction
I felt the shift in your heart
Standing alone I watch you fade away

Shouting above for an answer

So I was wrong about your commitment
Did you really fucking care
Now I'm stuck broken at your doorstep

The engine idols
And I'm with nothing
But my thoughts

Swerve into oncoming traffic, I let go
Flip of the car ejects me out the window
Time stands still before I hit the pavement
Caught the light of my last sunset