Carrie (R.I.P.)

Things been rough last few weeks
And I been feeling drained mentally
I didn't want to wake up to these
From your mother no less it was scary
I know you had your demons, always fighting
I don't want to believe
But I got to face facts and realize you're not coming back
We had our ups and downs but God damn
I wish we could've had one last talk
One last conversation to help you get back on track
And fix your life before it was too late but damn
I wish you would've reached out
You know I'm always there to help, better than anyone else
This is one of the hardest things I've had to read
"I just wanted to let you know that Carrie passed away last night"
Hit me in the gut like a Mike Tyson punch
I couldn't believe what I was reading, fuck

Why'd you get so attached to them drugs
You had a daughter and a fucking son
But I guess that just wasn't enough
I'm sitting here wondering and cussing to myself
Like if I had reached out would you have listened?
No probably not, but I'm so devastated that Adia lost her mom
I'm sorry for all the fights we had but I forgave you long ago
I'm sorry you fell down the wrong path I'm hoping you're in a better place though
Cause I can't imagine never seeing or speaking to you again
But it's the reality that's settling in and I just don't know how your sisters and mother feel
Your family must be grieving losing someone who could light up a room
Making people laugh, you'll be dearly missed Carrie
I love you and I'll miss you, until we meet again
Rest in peace baby girl, one love



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