Ups and Downs

Yeah
You know I've had my ups and downs
Shit just keeps
Coming back to me
I know I've done some bad things
That you just can't see
Yeah, you know I'm carefree
That shit means
Nothing to me
I've been broken down
Then fought myself back up
You wanna step to me?
You're gonna get your ass beat
I've been through too much things
Just to walk away and have
People pray for me
It's either you or me
And I'm not dropping down to my knees
So you better pull the trigger
You only have one chance
So you better make it your last
You better not
Do it behind my back
Face to face
So I can see the fear
In your eyes
Like I see it every day
What else can I say?

You know I once told my mama
"I can't deal with shit anymore"
And it's gotten tough, and she said
"You don't have a choice, you just gotta"
I wanted to end it there
I wanted to be a goner
My world falls like blocks
Unbuildable
It's just cheap plastic
How fast can I go?
I run a race, I'm the fastest
I wish I had the good times with me
But I'm past it
I claim to do everything the best
And I everlast it
Pay my final wishes
I final cast it
I never got to tell her
"I love you"
I never got to tell her
"I'll hold you"
I never got to tell her
"I'm here for you"
I'll never get the chance to see her again
Tell her that, "I need you"
She used to send the last text
I took the last reply to say
"See you the day next"
Never felt my true effects
Come alive, bad bitch
My eyes are set on fire
Took the gun
Pull the trigger, now tired
Here I go, I'm getting higher
I feel good
I feel set
I feel free
Baby, I hope you remember me
You know I'll never be
On my own
I'll stay glee
Now is my time
We will meet again
Close your eyes
I'll be gone in three



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Writer(s): Nate Williams
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