Stay Golden

I feel so alone when I cash my checks
I ain't need nobody with me, I'm a lone wolf vet
If you ain't here now, don't be mad, 'cause that bag I collect
Could've been shared with you but you left me so please keep the disconnect
Bottle up my feelings like a soda
Use it as my ink when that beat knock, so the
Emotions aren't wasted, turn my pain into art
So other people can listen, relate they pain to my art
Stressed out but I'm looking fly
I turn twenty one this year, it's weird being alive
I can't really understand why I got a second try
Knowing how my life has been, I would have rather died
But I guess I gotta deal with it
All this hurt I feel without healing it
Need to pop some pills to stop feeling shit
But it still don't matter because
I feel so alone

I feel so alone
Everyone got obligations, I just sit at home
I be wasting time looking at garbage on my phone
It feel like I got nobody in my corner like a dome
Tryna find my zone, but I feel so alone
Ain't nobody calling, no one texting on my phone
Always been an outsider, tryna stay gold
Picking up the pieces like an F1 tire blown

I feel so alone, all alone, how 'bout you?
All alone, check my phone, nothing new
No one calls, no one texts, but I do
I ain't close with anyone, but I wish it wasn't true
Eiffel 65, feeling blue
Highway 107 and I cruise
Jetta surfing on the pavement with no purpose
The embodiment of the phrase "I got nothing to lose"
Cycling through friends like Russian roulette
Yeah it's lonely at the bottom, I'm the one to forget
Maybe it's my own fault, or maybe it's them
But it still don't matter because
I feel so alone

I feel so alone
Everyone got obligations, I just sit at home
I be wasting time looking at garbage on my phone
It feel like I got nobody in my corner like a dome
Tryna find my zone, but I feel so alone
Ain't nobody calling, no one texting on my phone
Always been an outsider, tryna stay gold
Picking up the pieces like an F1 tire blown