nights like tn

First holiday I've had in a while
Where I'm not hyper fixated on making you smile
Sick of tip-toein' tryna tend to your heart
When it tore me apart

It's the season of giving myself everything I want
Got more energy now that I'm done with your drama
Got the space and time to deal with my trauma
'Cause nothing's ever quite as bad as life in your sauna

I've got all I need
Yeah, I've been naughty and I've been nice
Been played for both teams
Ain't no surprise

Right inside of me
Finding the gift in fire and ice
Keeps me protected on nights like tonight

Year after year December appears
And I realize how much I've grown
Since I let my fears run the show
Who really knows
Tomorrow might be when I blow
And things could really take off from here

It made me sad but now you're someone I can pray for
'Cause your perception of me's just a figure 8 on ya
Found someone to hate on
And project all your shame onto
You're thinning ice
I paid the price
Now I can skate off (boy, bye)

I've got all I need (got it, got it all, I got it all right in me)
Yeah, I've been naughty and I've been nice
Been played for both teams
Ain't no surprise

Right inside of me
Finding the gift in fire and ice
Keeps me protected on nights like tonight



Credits
Writer(s): Anaya Diosa
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