Butterflies and Cocaine

Is this what you call a mix of lie and truth?
From love bombing to denying everything you do
It's contradicting your decision how you live it just diminished
Choices makes us learn I respect your own wishes
But I call out your wrongs and I'm the psychopath
Well you should probably just take that back
There's a difference between anger and being hurt
Some people can be good at pretending like your own words
People who love don't abandon but people who abandon just use
You don't know how to love, you just really know how to lose
I'm sorry this is what it's just come too, a lost cue
I don't just act cause love is something that really proves
You say if it's meant to be, I'll be back
I'm not an option, I'd rather stay in your past
Love is a choice but the choice was to be selfish
I guess immaturity is more dire, it's helpless

Butterfly,butterfly,butterfly
I can see the good I must have to try
Cocaine, cocaine, cocaine
A lotta of red flags, I believed in change
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly
No potential for a caterpillar who can lie
Cocaine, cocaine, cocaine
High on love but consequences are pain

Thanks for this
I'm gonna live
But risk
All the shifts
I never did
For a miss
Who just did
Nothing but called to quit
Now I slip on everything for you to guilt trip
How could you lie and steal from your own mother
But do drugs that could potentially be like your brother
I don't hate you, I hate substance
Cause love is a drug and sometimes leaves you nothin'
If I was you, I would have a lot of concerns
Cause what you give is what you'll just get in return
You expect me to stoop low at your level
When smoking and alcohol isn't my potential, I don't settle
A butterfly doesn't fly proper with a high
Even a caterpillar knows it won't waste time
Beauty can be deceiving, let's get in depth
Took me as a loan but your lies will get interest
All along you couldn't stand a line with my truth
Cause the only line that was straight was drugs you abuse
You think I take this of me thinking of you
Ha nah you're just the past I don't choose
Settle for an ex, he's the best for the less
Display to internet the unnoticeable mess
I'm the press, it's the seeking opportunist
What you heard I got your attention, see I proved it

Butterfly,butterfly,butterfly
I can see the good I must have to try
Cocaine, cocaine, cocaine
A lotta of red flags, I believed in change
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly
No potential for a caterpillar who can lie
Cocaine, cocaine, cocaine
High on love but consequences are pain