God Complex

I woke up thinking I was in a dream
I looked in the mirror and thought it was a stream
Of illusions that I'd slipped into
And as the day went on there was only more proof
I was thinking I wasn't real as I untangled my hair
Wondering where you were if you would dare
To reach out to me but then I stared
The Queen was dead and it was four am

I can't believe what is happening in life
Things keep getting weirder and all I see is strife
Since you made the stupid choice to leave me
The world's going up in flames baby
That should tell you come back to me
I'm ruining the world with my jealously
I'm doing this because I am lunacy
Don't you see this is what you did to me

You made me so messed up I'm in a dream
Everything's falling apart and bursting at the seams
The rich and the famous are all dying
Because my soul is still crying
Come back to me
Come back to me
Pull me from this dream
Come back to me
Come back to me

I'm walking through empty houses full of boxes and shadows
I don't even know which way where what goes
Past illusions of childhood shattered dreams
I don't even know if anything's as it seems
What is the dream and what's the reality
I'm all alone and where are you
My sweetheart where are you, where are you
Everything's going to hell it seems
Is it a dream or a nightmare or some weird fantasy
But I need you back with me
Because the whole world is becoming my lunacy
It's all reflecting me

The rich and famous are dying
Because my soul is crying
You were never meant to leave me
Why can't you see we were meant to be
And this is the untangling of what you did to me
It's being reflected so you have to see
You can't block out how you ruined me
It's reflecting darling
It's reflecting to you
My sweet oh its reflecting to you
Oh its reflecting to you
This shattered reality that you caused to happen to me
It's reflecting in whatever this seems
Whatever we're in this weird bad dream
This night, this nightmare thing you made of me
Whatever we're in
Whatever we're in
Whatever we're in

Because I looked in the mirror
And I said today as I untangled my hair
I looked into my crazy eyes I did dare
And I thought I was gone
I thought this was a dream
Or a simulation I was just walking in
And I wondered where you were
And I thought I'd wake up in our sweet house with our fantasy love
Oh darling we could have that just pull me from this dream
Before the rest of this reality bursts at its seams

You were never meant to leave me
You were never meant to leave me
You've made the world go to hell because of what you did to me
Its reflecting the lunacy you unleashed in me
So take me back before I explode the whole world baby