Euphoria

(Hey, its me)
(I mean, you know that)
(Me trying)
(I don't know if or when you'll ever call me back)
(But I'll keep trying)
(I don't know what else you expect me to do)

Aye

I'm in Neiman's spending money that I made from like a year ago
If she play with stars and talk to moons I won't go near the hoe
All them bitches problems but somehow they always notice me
Walk up in the room and I'm that nigga how it's supposed to be
He ain't got no range man he like Rondo from the three
I ain't stopping till I got a AP flooded from the sea
No, you a bitch so who you pressing? Cuz I know that shit ain't me
I ain't the type to let it slide so watch your tempo, tone, and key

(Do you really not care what we did before?)
(Will we ever be the same?)
(Will we ever make amends? We really won't ever be friends again?)
(Is this where we end?)
(If thats what you want)
(If thats the message that you're trying to send, then I'll leave you alone)

But despite all that we've been through
I can't continue
Only care about yourself so it's fucking up my mental
Used to care about your problems, wished that I could solve 'em
Pushed me away, oh yay, ain't that shit so awesome?
Though I pulled up in a wagon still might leave out in a 'vette
Two things that I care about, my family and a check
Living in the moment, give a fuck about what's next
Imma find out either way so why the fuck we supposed to stress?
You wouldn't tell 'bout the issue, how the fuck I'm supposed to guess?
That's one of them moments where it feel like you just treat me like the rest
It fall on me cuz I believed you when you said it'd never end
Like did you mean it? Or you really out here playing for pretend?
You broke my heart so sit there, tell me how the fuck we gon be friends
I'm gon be honest I don't really think I wanna make amends
But you said I was the problem, could be crying in a benz
I said it's love from the beginning man that shit'll never end

(And I don't wanna say the wrong thing)
(And I-)
(I just want you to know,)
(That I'm sorry)
(And I'll keep apologizing for long as it takes)
(I know I made a big mistake)
(I'm sorry for what I did, I didn't mean it)
(I wish I could take it back)
(I wish it didn't knock us off track like it did)
(I wish, things could be back like it was before)
(Before I let the words come out, without thinking it through)
(I just didn't think it through)

Why all the people that I love the most the ones that hurt me?
Why ever single girl I seem to like just don't deserve me?
Every time I pick my head up, lose another person close to me
Like can I just get a chance to fucking breathe, like how it supposed to be?
Party in the front, I roll my problem in a wood
Skrt off in a GLE, I'm riding through the hood
One day I'll pick my head up, everything be going good
I just gotta focus on myself the rest is understood