Nerves

Used to pretend I was in love with all my boyfriends
I only kept them for the sake of being less lonely
I thought i had my future all planned out until i found her
I don't need love in the same way when i'm around her

I used to give myself a day to get rid of all the pain
Kiss and tell, hurt someone else while i do it
Now I sit and talk it through till it's over and I'm fine
In some time, don't have to be perfect

I was afraid, but not anymore
The things that hurt, don't hurt no more
I was so scared to be alone
But i'm not anymore
And i'm so good with the terms
I forgot how bad it hurts
I'm not done with my curse
But i'm better with my nerves

Made some mistakes i was to blame for my own heartbreak
Somewhere in stockholm, i got lost where i should feel safe
Took some time for me to understand
That no one else will hurt me like i have
If i just chase someone i'll never grab
If i just waste my time, then what am i?

I used to give myself two weeks to be done and over it
Turn inside and hide away what I was feeling
Now i cry a bit too loud show my feelings to the crowd
And some people actually care now can you hear this?

I was afraid, but not anymore
The things that hurt, don't hurt no more
I was so scared to be alone
But i'm not anymore
I'm so good with the terms
I forgot how bad it hurts
I'm not done with my curse
But i'm better with my nerves

I'm not done i'm not even close
Sometimes i'm back in how it was
And i might slip, feel that hurt
I'll get stuck inside a rut
But i'm so good with the terms
I learned to live inside that hurt
I'm not done with my curse
But i'm better with my nerves
Yeah i'm better with my nerves



Credits
Writer(s): Ida Hammar, Viktor Persson
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