Fall For It

Do I really miss you or do I miss what I thought I had?
Am I really this jealous?
Am I changing for the bad?
We sit there and lie to me because you know it's what I need
Will you apologize when you finally see what you do?

I want to trick you and I wanna watch you fall for it
I wanna watch you burn because it's you towards me
And you can call me self centered, but I couldn't give a shit anymore
And you can say you despise me but regret is more than enough

And I'll keep trying cause that's all I'm good for
Keep lying, cause I'll try my best
I'll keep playing your game knowing the pain of winning
Whatever you want becase it's what I prey

I wanna trick you and I wanna watch you bleed for it
I wanna see you by your way out of pain
And after all you've done for me I still want more
And it makes me wonder are you worthed it all?

And I don't think losing out on anything I did to
You only brought me discomfort and pain what I can afford to loose
I never said I wanted anything
It's just a matter of time
Everyone gives you everything what's mine