Self Reflection

I refuse myself to feel something
I refuse to live without anxiety
My mind is broke to pieces
Can you fix me?
For all my mistakes
Will you forgive me?
I can't see the happiness trough these eyes
I walking on the darkness of my remorse
Someday you will forgive me?
Or it's too late?
The anxiety is eating all my brain

I can fell
The rage of a lifetime
Hiding trough my mind slowly
(Mind slowly)
Wanting to be
On another site

We found a way to escape the reality
Locked up inside a cage
That i put around myself
Waiting to burn that part of me
Cause the past is haunting me

I sick of trying everyday
Not finding answer

Oh! I tried and i tried everyday to be a better a man
But your judgment stops the believing that i'm really making a change
I take and i take all the shit that your mouth is throwing to me
And i started to throw it to all that the things that
You used to believed

We found a way to escape the reality
Locked up inside a cage
That i put around myself
Waiting to burn that part of me
Cause the past is haunting me

Oh

Can you see my face trough the glass of water?
Seeking for help

Look at me
Like the way that you used to see yourself
Some years ago in the past
You and me on the ground
We cross the same line
You and me we were the same

We like to do the opposite that the rest told us to do
I've been in this hole for 5 fucking years not fiding any answer
The more older i got the more i see trough myself
Like an individual being that feels sorry for itself
And i still can't find a anwser
And i still can't find a fucking thing!

Oh! My head and my body can't take it
I'm starting to bleed
The feeling of losing yourself is really consuming me
I drink and i drink from that venom that you put in that cup of tea
And i'm starting to think that this life is not
Belonging to me

We found a way to escape the reality
Locked up inside a cage
That i put around myself
Waiting to burn that part of me
Cause the past is haunting me
Look at me
Like the way that you used to see yourself
Some years ago in the past
You and me on the ground
We cross the same line
You and me we were the same

We were the same
The same
The same
The same
The same
The same
The same
You are so blind to see it