Drownin' (Prelude)

I'm drowning in that feeling that you get
When you wanna do something that you know you can't
And I wanna be a better, a better man
But I'm stuck inside this shit head that I was dealt
Try and figure out myself, that's what I wanna do
But I'm spending all my time watching YouTube
Learning how to cut a carrot
Learning how to make a soup
What's this life anyway
I guess I'll never know

I want to come home
I can't find my way
'Cause I'm bouncing around this room
Bouncing around this room
Bouncing around this room
I'm bouncing around this room
Bouncing around this room

I spent the summer trying to make a dime
Payin' rent on a place where I spent a lot of time
With you, in the room, in the many multiple rooms
With you, in the room, in the room, in the

If I knew
How to tell you
That I still love you
But I don't want you
I guess

And I guess I don't need to think about the past
The future is bright
And I got a new job
Delivering mail
In the town where you live
I'm gonna be a grownup
I'm gonna pay my bills
I'm gonna do the things that I want to
This is my life and I'm sorry
That I'm not with you
But I'm in here
But I'm in here
But I'm in my room

If I knew what to say
I'd say it everyday
But it's all so complex
And the nuance got my
Best side
Far side
For no way
Falling back
Falling in
Falling down
Every time I think about you