Rose In the Concrete

Sweetheart, you're the rose in the concrete
Sunshine, in a snowstorm, where the clouds meet
You know my language even though I speak through these bars, what i'm dealing with you know about it girl you street smart
I messed up again, my bad I was battling
Retail therapy, I gave like management
Bought Louie V
Prada Adam Eve
Didn't want you knowin me, cause I struggled with abandonment
Hard to ride, for me aint nobody else can handle it
I was in the wrong, wick-burnin light candle-lit
Down bad, back inside the cell, like damnit man
What we had was broken I know I ain't wanna damage it

So I apologize, for tellin lies
Tellin you I loved you when I never knew why
Women by my side, but I always felt alone, cause at home, I, had you contemplating suicide
And worst of all, I'm not even gonna cry
Let the record show, that I'm just another guy
Probably-on the other side, not in touch with my emotions, but that's why I knew you special because you in touch with mine
I ain't saying take me back cause I'm no father
Said I got you pregnant and I told you I won't go farther
How, can I feel right, with a boy or a girl
When the money so tight, I, wanna fight the world
I wish I could make it all go away
Then I fucked up, so they sent me up state
But girl for you I hope to god you know I'll go harder, you in peak bloom, I'm the sickest in the rose garden
My lifestyle changed fast imma write you back
Whatever the result, know that imma be the dad
Everything I wrote is from the heart, with a cast on it
Rocket ship love, girl I love you to the moon and back
I know what we had we lost, imma find it back
I put five on it, matter fact, like a lighter pack
I'm doin time, recollection on the past
Memories I've had, when I had you like that
Love yours
Your the best I ever had



Credits
Writer(s): Owen Benjamin
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