Past My Past

Im just trying to move past my past
Got to watch my steps, cant move too fast
On the bottom of my stash, got me down to my last
Trying to find a new path, but I can't move past my past
Move past my past
Ain't nothing adding up like I cant do math
Can't buy happiness, but I need to stack
And, on top of all that, I still can't move past my past

Move past my past, I got a long way to go
Got a lot of bars to flow, I glow
Like a firefly, trying to be a sun
Can't hide from my past, but I still try to run
I can't do nothing, but roll up another Sweet
Put my headphones on and play me another beat
Just tryin to feel complete, so I kill the beat
And, I'm stuck off in my past, so I got it on repeat
This microwave heat, get it hot up in a minute
And, the beat goes on, the clock keeps on ticking
Time keeps on slipping, right into the future
Shouts out The Steve Miller Band, glad I listen to you
Sharper than a skewer, trying to reach all my goals
I jus want to be the best, from the bottom of the hole
In the bottom of my soul, I can't even control
Can't let the light out, kinda like a black hole

I'm just trying to move past my past
Got to watch my steps, cant move too fast
On the bottom of my stash, got me down to my last
Trying to find a new path, but I can't move past my past
Move past my past
Ain't nothing adding up like I cant do math
Can't buy happiness, but I need to stack
And, on top of all that, I still can't move past my past

Move past my past, can't buy happiness but I need this cash
Can't buy my son's love, but I need these racks
Can't smoke my pain away, but I need this grass
I'm just trying to move past my past, one nugget in the grinder
How am I suppose to move past my past
When everything is reminder of how I use to be
Im trying to fill the hole, but I can't find the leak
Im trying to find my peak, but that make it hard to sleep
There ain't no competition, so I'm not trying to compete
I had to face defeat more than once, and got defeated
100 Beats, 100 Mics, 100 years and I'll complete it
I'll prolly make the ending sound just like the beginning
Can't move past my past, so it's never finished
It's really never ending, every time I get lifted
No ribbon, no bow just know I been gifted

I'm just trying to move past my past
Got to watch my steps, cant move too fast
On the bottom of my stash, got me down to my last
Trying to find a new path, but I can't move past my past
Move past my past
Ain't nothing adding up like I cant do math
Can't buy happiness, but I need to stack
And, on top of all that, I still can't move past my past

I'm just trying to move past my past
Got to watch my steps, cant move too fast
On the bottom of my stash, got me down to my last
Trying to find a new path, but I can't move past my past
Move past my past
Ain't nothing adding up like I cant do math
Can't buy happiness, but I need to stack
And, on top of all that, I still can't move past my past