Bleu Cheese

You may Look into my heart you might see a black dot
Man I really miss my bro what up to that boy Scott
And the good die young man that really says a lot

Need my drinks up on the rocks
Could've been up on that block
Man Faith of a mustard seed yeah I water all my crops
Been going through dodo like a port a pot
Not physically but you can't tell me what I'm not
Money making mission been the task
Any beat I get on I'm a thrash
You don't want no smoke get turned to ash
Forgive me for my evil in the past
See Black don't crack so white people what's cracking
Bills is steady stacking
Seems like a distraction
I been riding tryna figure what my heart really for
Cause I'm doing all this good but it's feeling like a chore
Heart of cheese heart of gold Lord please help my soul
I want to get to Heaven but this evil gotta go
I wanna Rest In Peace
Been awhile since I talk to God
Cause my mind ain't been the same since I got rob
How come I give my heart and it's fumble every time
I'm twenty sumn damn man I'm sick of people lies
Going crazy I'm the only one that's trying
I open up to you but you gone judge what's on my mind
I can't deal with this Tom foolery
Been living for everyone else
Just realized that they was using me
Might cop a tool just for everyone who screwing me
But that's on me I be out here thinking foolishly
Honestly I think I might've lost value
Love myself nigga I don't know how to
I'll lift u up because I never down you
But for myself man Ima Down this brown juice
When I'm around you I hope I give off high energy
Never say it I have fear of making enemies
Maybe that's why I'm so forgiving
Or maybe that is the God in me
Shit I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know