Spiritual Crisis

Where do I begin
What's the original sin in the story that I have died to tell

From this skin I'm living in, I'm in love with everything when a true friend hammers at my mind

Safety glass, view of the past
Numb to myself, under a mask
Smash it and inhale the other side

Change is the reality
Thoughts unfold eternally, pushing narrow points of view aside

I thought I'd see that way forever, but that old way is gone
That old way is nowhere to be found

I'm rather lost, trapped inside a haunted house with all the corpses of the young, gaslit, richsplained, and my friend says, violence rules the world around you

Spiritual crisis
See how they doubt you

Down I go into the problem

It's all falling apart
Fear is crushing my heart

It's all falling apart
It's all coming apart at the seams

Yeah nothing's what it seems
I close my eyes, and it's in my dreams

I'm not alone, but they shun my screams
This must be hell, and my friend says, violence rules the world around you

Spiritual crisis
See how they doubt you

Silence tells the truth about you
Imperial death cult would rather drown you

To fail for now
Come down now

A lock, a shot: how did I get here
Four walls, a bed: how did I get here

How did I get here

Endure