Toxicity

When I said I never gonna let go
I meant it
Fill my lungs 'till I can't feel no more
Girl did you feel it

Well I messed up too fast
It's been half year stock in self-blame
Devil always got me after 4 am
Please don't speak no more
I'm counting down

'Till my mind completely breaks down
Inhale deep before I blow it out
Make sure I don't live another round
Everything should have kindly meltdown

Baby if you miss me just call me
How's everything, tell me about it
Do you still hate me when I'm bleeding
It's a joke I know you never want me

Wish my heart wasn't made of glass
You should fuckin' fess up 'fore you made us cry
I saw the pains and the lies through your juicy eyes
I confessed to the crime so you could say good-bye
Told you I don't wanna let go
Doing my job play for your show
'Cause I didn't wanna let go
Or stay alone

One more shot I'll be closer to you
Second round, I'm still talking your hues
Now the third try, waking up from you
I'm catching that O2
Four a.m. in bed nothing feels new
Five more hours until the next loop
Six more pills I can finally break through
I'm stuck in a bad mood 'cause of you

Yeah 'cause of you yeah

Ay I need something to believe in
'Cause when you're gone I lost my source of happiness
I know that I'm too much and I'm toxic
Tried to validate myself, you were my trophy

I'm still the same, scare enough to hear your name
It brings it back, all these memories, no I can't change
I manifest, every day night shouting my demands
Follow my voice, nothing ignite but true romance

Ay 'till the sun comes down
Not a bit of brightness's where I belong now
Don't know how to back down cannot change my route
I fought my way through now I'm blacking out

I ma fly to a city like. ay
I'd die in this city with you
換了城市沒有妳的溫度
Miss the time, every night, all the fights with you

One more shot I'll be closer to you
Second round, I'm still talking your hues
Now the third try, waking up from you
I'm catching that O2
Four a.m. in bed nothing feels new
Five more hours until the next loop
Six more pills I can finally break through
I'm stuck in a bad mood 'cause of you



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Writer(s): Jordan Wang
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