Growing Shit

Some of my colleagues
Are turning eighteen
In 4 months it will be me
I'm still kinda scare for it
Don't think I'm ready for this
Growing up is kinda scary
Sometimes quite unnecessary
Few years ago I was just a kid
Now a moron full of shit
which I don't understand it
So I go round and round
In my head kinda crazy
At least I'm not hallucinating
Well at least that what I think

I want somethings in my life
But I never chase them
I search for things in my life
But I'm scare to achieve them
I just know how to regret
And feel sorry for everything
I want too much I say too much
And I'm almost eighrteen
And I don't know
If I want to grow up
Even tho sometimes that's
All I want
I don't know what I really want
Cuz I'm the type that says
I'm happy but I need someone

My teammates are in relationships
The ones who are not
Are at least having talks
With people they may want or not
Well way more than me
Cuz I'm just being thorn
In my rose or in someone else's
I'm not dating and
I'm good with that
I feel so happy when I see couples
They look so fine
Smiling hanging feeling safely
Sometimes I wish I had someone

I want somethings in my life
But I never chase them
I search for things in my life
But I'm scare to achieve them
I just know how to regret
And feel sorry for everything
I want too much I say too much
And I'm almost eighteen
And I don't know
If I want to grow up
Even tho sometimes that's
All I want
I don't know what I really want
Cuz I'm the type that says
I'm happy but I need someone

Ordinary that's all just
Ordinary stuff
I'm just kid there's so many things
That I haven't lived
Ordinary maybe I'm just ordinary
There must be so many people
Thinking the same as me
We all want to be something
Keep feeling like we're nothing
Don't lose your hope
This isn't a one way road
It's not too late and it'll never be
There's a time for everything
And no one said what it is

So if you
Want some things in your life
But you never chase them
Search for things in your life
But you're scare to achieve them
You just know how to regret
And feel sorry for everything
You want too much
You say too much
And 18 maybe is all you want
And I don't know if
I want to grow up
Even tho sometimes that's
All I want
I don't know what I really want
Cuz I'm the type that says
I'm happy but I need someone



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Writer(s): Shakil Usman
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