Vacay

I can't hear you where I'm at, so send a letter
If it reaches where I'm at, I'll return to sender
With another note, telling you, how I'm better
Post a status just to add it up, how it figures?

Once upon a time, Was straight simping just off of replies
Used to give up time I didn't have just to take five
So I'd text back fast trying for a chance to make a life
But they all fell through, stood up, or left in the night

First girl had a dinner date next week saw her with another face
Told me she's not ready for this, then why'd you agree in the first place
L's coming right and left the next one made me feel safe
Told me I was the one then she ghosted me on the same day

Next one kinda dangerous
She was smart but malicious
She agreed to a full dish
That day left me foolish

She was still my favorite
Skin good with no face lift
But I had to change shit
So I left for a quick trip.

I can't hear you where I'm at, so send a letter
If it reaches where I'm at, I'll return to sender
With another note, telling you, how I'm better
Post a status just to add it up, how it figures?

Came back from the self work just to review my self worth
Stopped caring so much even when Im nice or when I text first
Getting better with every thing I tested it with each verse
Giving back what I don't deserve cold shoulders to best words

Better now don't mistake it
I see a chance ima take it
I'll never leave em vacant
But if It's sucks I'm leaving face it

But who knows where I'll end up
Thought I was done with the break up
She onto worse and I'm getting up
She in the dirt and I'm getting sun

Now I don't wanna waste time
Fuck texting better face time
Coming up from the past times
Cause I don't wanna rewind
Now I'm rolling up seaside
Listening to my best lines
Ignoring all her replies
Cause I'm living my best life...