Resounding

Twenty one shots one each for the year that I live
Fucking weird that I give
No fucks when it gets
So fucking immense
When the drugs in the mix
You get stuck in a pit
Of a loveless abyss
What the fuck did this bitch say
Like I never had goals
Kind of funny how this shit changed
Wonder why you mistake
Me as someone that you could trust on a
First date
That's what these pissed stained nerds say

When they get provoked by a woman
In the first grade slowly getting worse days
Never will return great
Everyone gives loves but you really got to earn hate
Bird brain
You look a chump that be searching for a mermaid

Sir they
Never gonna fuck you if you surveyed
First day
Everything has changed
And it hurts me
Worst thing
I can't say a sentence without cursing
Searching
Everything I find is pretty worthless

First this
Hiding different shit on the surface
Nervous
Got to find a way to reverse this
Purpose
Lost that shit it's deserted
Perfect
I Can't seem to get a word in

I can't seem to get away from
Feeling that I'm wasting my days I need to wake up
Feeling really fucking complacent I need to say something
Why does everybody enslave themselves to a pay stub
Stuck in place
Fuck this makes
You want to fucking erase
Roll up a blunt to escape
Who gives a fuck what they say
I'm getting drunk till I fade
I'm dead as fuck anyways
I don't feel love I feel pain
I don't do drugs I do hate

Never do enough
Getting pretty drunk
Everybody sucks
What is love
It's a drug
I don't really trust
I think I did once
Now I'm really fucked
All these people
Stuck in a rut
Yeah I really was

Head over heels
For a dream that I'll never reach
Dead on the wheel
And this girl was the same age as me
It's so fucking insane
What these people believe
And the shit that they follow
Every week
You just seem to be hollow
Harder to breathe
Impossible to swallow
Bitch you can't see all this shit
Like it's guano
I'll smoke a tree and a half
By tomorrow

Then I return with the boost that I need
I can't concern myself with all these fiends
You doing coke and I hope that you sneeze
You need to cope so you choking on weed
Leave me alone cause I don't wanna breathe
Leave me some dope
When I'm sober I'm mean
I need some hope
Cause I'm hoping I'd be

Someone with talent
That's just a dream
I won't ever find balance
Look at my cup it's a motherfucking chalice
Look at my house it looks like it's a palace
That's what I say when I'm feeling nostalgic
Got so much music it feels like there's Thousands

Walking this road but it feels like a mountain
Losing control of my drip like a fountain
Stuck in a pit and that shit is astounding
You just a bitch and that shit is resounding