Out My Head

Break, break, break, break, goes my heart in a pile
My ex shattered me in pieces and she damaged my smile
Hate my reflection in the mirror, was I ever good enough?
Arguments, the silent treatments, questions, are we good or what?
It surely wasn't, bugging out, I couldn't figure her out
Confused while tryna understand what she was bitter about
I've had doubts of entering what I should of never been in
We were both rushing love that never had a beginning
We both were sinning by dishonesty but I was committed
Was our relationship a test or a lesson to witness?
Insecurities were hidden 'till they all were exposed
After we both disagreed on opinions, it showed
The real sides of our characters like acting in scenes
She left my life with no explanation, it would seem like a scheme
More bad memories than good, what we formed was dead
Do I still love her?, cause I just can't get her out of my head

I can't get her out my head, (Get her out my head, no)
I can't get her out my head, (I can't get her out)
I can't get her out my head, (Get her out my head, no)
I can't get her out my head, (I can't get her out)

Was I a target to her sanity?, or was she one to mine?
It sorta was a mystery cause I couldn't find it
The precious diamond that would shine at first
In our appearance when we met, we were fine hors d'oeuvres
Hungry for love but we choked on the failure of knowing each other
Showing each other that we're not meant for one another
But I loved her, even if she put me in a circumstance
Where I wanted it more than her, I gave us a chance
She wasn't sure what she wanted, and so she made up anything
Like a test for me to fail, she passed 'to be my everything
She was my world, but she used me for fun
Something inside of me would tell me that she wasn't the one
But in my gut 'I felt she was, there were so many flags
I shot 'em down cause I enjoyed the good times we had
But there were more bad memories than good, I guess
It's time for me to move on but I can't get her out my head

I can't get her out my head, (Get her out my head, no)
I can't get her out my head, (I can't get her out)
I can't get her out my head, (Get her out my head, no)
I can't get her out my head, (I can't get her out)

It's such a shame that what we had turned to dust in a heartbeat
I wasn't the same, restarting me was hard for me
Cause I would change to a person that was desperate for love
Felt like I needed someone to make me feel like enough
That kind of thinking made me form bad habits in stacks
Giving my all to a person and they never gave it back
I was damaged, I was cracked, folks I loved were like matches
Because they left my heart black, leaving me to re-patch it
Time has passed, it's been a while but I still miss her smile
Nothing a call can't fix, I wanna use my phone to dial her number
But I'm convinced that she found someone else
Somebody better, what you think?, "J you're talking to yourself"
I need a drink and most importantly, I need some help
Cause I keep allowing myself to keep on going through this hell
The pain, the stress, I swear it's gonna leave me dead
I'd rather die cause I just can't get her out my head

I can't get her out my head, (Get her out my head, no)
I can't get her out my head, (I can't get her out)
I can't get her out my head, (Get her out my head, no)
I can't get her out my head, (I can't get her out)