Tangerine

Sky eyes and your cloudy skin
Got me free falling in pictures that I still haven't seen

Sunlight on your orange cheeks
I cried all the way home when you told me I should go

When we overflew I started needing you
As if I'd knew these waves would push and pull me closer too

For how long should I torture myself with you
Cause I know, there's sweetness in this burning blue

I wanna wash away and wash away and wash away in you
I'd like to understand why you couldn't pull through
I wanna fall asleep and fall asleep and fall asleep with you
I wish I'd understand what was so hard for you

Often I just feel like I can't be alone
I'm chasing feelings and emotions, that come and go

Finding myself in this recursive low
It's usually not bad but I found out that

I can't breathe when your pushing me
For your clumsy little kisses always taste like tangerines

Wanna wash away and wash away and wash away in you
I'd like to understand why you couldn't pull through
I'd like to fall asleep and fall asleep and fall asleep with you
I wish I'd understand what was so hard for you

Wanna wash away and wash away and wash away in you
I'd like to understand why you couldn't pull through
I'd like to fall asleep and fall asleep and fall asleep with you
I wish I'd understand what was so hard for you (so hard so hard)

Was everything doomed from the start?
Or was I not good enough?
Is there anything I could have said?
That's what hunts me today

Did you always know it will end?
Or did I ever have a chance?
When you came and reached for my hand
Could I have touched you
In a different way to make you stay?