Roadsick/Roadsick

Here we go again!
Under the same dark sky having the same damn drinks
And the same damned fight
Just like we always do. This is Bullshit. I know you're tired too
Till death do us part whether we love it or not
But the whole of our hearts
Dont hold a candle to the sum if its parts

I told you that if we walked away
That lonesome gets normal
You told me you're already alone

I'm afraid that I'm an atom bomb
Set off with the best intentions
But I just hurt everyone
I'm aware that I do more harm than good
The prescription ends in addiction
I wish I could hold myself back

Take a breath. Look back on what we have made
In a moment, take a moment
To fall in love, not with what we had, but what we've gained
Shake off the rust. Let go of the shame

I'm aware that I'm an atom bomb
Set off with the best intentions
But I just fuck everyone (not again! not again!)
And you swear that I do more harm than good to you
But for them I never could
I never could

You call from the past with your list of demands (venom and fire!)
Don't be shocked when i gracefully decline

I'm aware that I'm an atom bomb
Set off with the best intentions
But I just fuck everyone
And you swear that I do more harm than good
The prescription ends in addiction
I wish I could take it all back