WHAT COULD BE (feat. Theo Juarez)

My heart is heavy
Please pray for me
Moving through the season
Has it moved on without me?

What could be

Oh caramel
I know it well
Dark days coming i'm like oh well
Well well
Normal is so far away
I don't remember what it should be

Ain't that
A mind freak?
You get surprised by the light
Whenever God speaks
Why am I still searching for what could be?

Be?

I deal in truth & perspective
When loss in question
I search for a lesson I feel in use
Never have I ever felt unease at funerals
My attendance I assure you is in numerals
You see tears never shed from these pupils
But this shoulder is a boulder
For the tears of my pupils
I see the beauty of the story
In it's final chapter
Its up to us to shift the sequel
How we live it after
Looked up the word sonder
Now my wonder is never stopping
I find myself loss in thought
Watching elderly shopping
Yeah what it should be.
What if the world is gone by then?
What it could be.
As my mind starts wandering

Heart heavy
Please pray for me
Following the season
(Following a little to close now)
Has it moved on without me?

I hope so
I hope so

What could be
(Oh you or me)
I guess we'll see
We'll see
We'll see
What could be

Caramel
I know it well
Dark days coming i'm like oh well
Well well
Normal is so far away
I don't remember what it should be

Ain't that
A mind freak?
You get surprised by the light
Whenever God speaks
Why am I still searching for what could be?

What could be?

Too specific in these hieroglyphics
Living life non-consistent
God deficient
Children were just taken out In Texas
Where Theo penned this
I'll be honest I feel useless as I pen this message
Back and forth talks
Whether or not to conceive
Is this planet bound to rot for my kids if I leave?
I feel like Paul writing letters to a world in decline
Or is this how everyone feels a year after 29?
What should be a full life
Full of time for the mind
Is now a vigil for the strong
Who can barely form a line
Each shoulder occupied
Still no tears in my eyes
Quick respects but this world lost mine
When what could be became a child

Please pray for me
Please pray for me
Please pray for me
Please pray for me

We'll see



Credits
Writer(s): Mauricio López
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