Reluctant (feat. Nina Arya)

Smoke more, just to feel less
Getting high, and drunk, and mad just to take a breath, uh
Running down the road just to find your purpose
Changing up the words when the words don't hit
Everything you felt is not a cursive
Listen to me now, let my voice be clear (yeah, yeah)

I'm still tryna' come to terms with the motion
I'm still tryna' keep up with the pace
I'm reluctant to change
Run, jumping away
Love drunk, feeling drum funk, just some punk in a rave
I never numb it down, the buzzard's never tamed
Hit 'em with that sudden love, you'll see it in their face
Sudden like we're flooding comes from tiny drops of rain
Find me at the viewing spot trying pots of grain

I can't deny it stops the pain
Train of thought circulating like the blood around my veins
Like what's our purpose and our place?
Are we nervous? Are we brave?
Or have we accessed how we're feeling
Meaning we ain't even phased?
We're just atoms in a maze
Just driving through the city letting bangers flip and play
Get a grip on what you taste
Just driving through the city letting bangers flip and play
Get a grip on what you taste

So you smoke more, just to feel less
Getting high, and drunk, and mad just to take a breath
Running down the road just to find your purpose
Changing up the words when the words don't hit
Feeling all you felt is not a cursive
Listen to me now, let my voice be clear

Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me (yeah, yeah)
Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me (yeah, yeah)
Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me (yeah, yeah)
Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me

I want more, check the repertoire it's on form
Center of the storm, been here before
Deeper than it should, naturally within I say "it's pure"
I say "I live for nothing but the cure"
Resonate within, feel it like it's yours
Segregate the picture, turn the mickey to a war
I'm pressing play and lettin' it spin
Do it for the chorus
Estimate the distance, and I'm moving in with four of us