Myself

All by myself
All by myself

All by myself
I've done it again
All by myself
Why is it always me?

I'm not 16 any more, I can't get pissed up for a score
Got lost with a contactless, wake up with a sore head thinking
"What have I done that for?" and "Why can't I just have one?"
All too familiar scenes, waking up thinking, "Shit, what have I done?"
'Cause I blacked out and I can't remember a thing
My mate calls me to fill me in, and I know, not again
You know, no apology could quite find the words
I'm a nice person at heart, that's why it really hurts

I feel sick, my stomach sinks
I don't have a Scooby and it's baffling
Trapped in a wrapping of remorse, I turn the lights off, get back in bed
And pretend that it's not happening

All by myself
Things start to fall in place and I go and get off my face
All by myself
Why me? Every time, me

Is this all in my head, clean my act up and start again?
I can't wait for this weekend to end
I'm an addict and I've lost the taste for life
I've completely lost sight of what makes me feel nice
I think I'm an addict and I'm not afraid to say
Hold my hands up, pack it in, and call it a day

I can't continue this any more
I don't wanna get too deep, I'm done
Temptations all around us and I think it's finally won
How can anyone love me when I can't even love myself?
I'm not asking for sympathy, I'm just reaching out for help

All by myself
I'm getting too old for this shit, man
All by myself
I just wanna get a dog, put my feet up, and sit by the fire
All by myself
Long walks around the lake, that's nice
All by myself

I keep these feelings to myself
A puppet for my personal demons
And just like that, it all turns grey
Looking for a deeper meaning inside of me

A social media world, anxiety's excelled
A cesspit of information to delve
Find the right person you can tell
Some people bare their souls to people that they barely know
Is it good to be dishonest? I don't know
I guess a problem shared is a problem solved

All by myself
I'm getting too old for this shit, man
All by myself
I just wanna get a dog, put my feet up, and sit by the fire
All by myself
Long walks around the lake, that's nice
All by myself

I keep these feelings to myself (all by myself)
I keep these feelings to myself (all by myself)
I keep these feelings to myself (all by myself)
Looking for a deeper meaning inside of me



Credits
Writer(s): Theo Lyndon Altieri, Eddie Brett
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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