Hypnotic Nights

I awake in a cold room
Lonely and without you
Another night tormented by dreams
Filled with echoing scream
Where we had endless arguments
That are dying for consequence

I know you better off without me
And it makes it harder to breath
Because I'm still drunk on those hypnotic nights
Where nothing made sense
But it all felt right
Where we laugh until
We couldn't breath
And each other for eternity
I know that you are happier without me
And I'm trying harder to believe
That each moment your away from here
Is another moment your happier
Where you're perfecting everything thing you do
And becoming I version, you love too
And I am praying to a god I never believed in
That you're happier than I could have ever given

There's this thought that lingers in my head
It whispers what will you do when she's wed
When she's old and she's achieved
Every one of her hopes and dreams
When she's understood
When she finally feels good
When everything is finally complete
Where will you be?

I know you better off without me
And it makes it harder to breath
Because I'm still drunk on those hypnotic nights
Where nothing made sense
But it all felt right
Where we laugh until
We couldn't breath
And each other for eternity
I know that you are happier without me
And I'm trying harder to believe
That each moment your away from here
Is another moment your happier
Where you're perfecting everything thing you do
And becoming I version, you love too
And I am praying to a god I never believed in
That you're happier than I could have ever given