Thunderstorms

Don't tell me that I'm crazy
I'm just a cryptic messenger
And that's as intricate as It is going to get
I stay away from the mainstream
But now and then I must pretend
Like I'm okay, but I'm afraid to take a step

Tell me how did I end up with this ability
Tell me how is it I harness all this energy
In the past I've always bottled up the agony
In the past I always have put on a show
When the thunderstorms arrive it's time to go
It's enough to instigate another war
They stick up for me whenever I'm alone
When the thunderstorms arrive it's something never seen before

Don't tell me that I'm crazy
I'm just a cryptic messenger
And that's as intricate as It is going to get
Because if I try to spell out everything going on in my head
I'll end up destroying a city instead
People will look at me like I'm a threat
Wouldn't be able to get any rest
It is not what it seems like
When I settle to summon the green lights
I'm not a criminal please I'm
Just trying to get by but
Everyone here's at a million decibels
How come I can't be a little bit louder
I am completely surrounded it's
Relatively harder to make a sound here
The phrase, "don't hurt the messenger"
Doesn't mean a single thing to the crowd here
Afraid, I Simply put on a mask
Whenever I find myself out here

Tell me how did I end up with this ability
Tell me how is it I harness all this energy
In the past I've always bottled up the agony
In the past I always have put on a show
When the thunderstorms arrive it's time to go
It's enough to instigate another war
They stick up for me whenever I'm alone
When the thunderstorms arrive it's something never seen before