Stranded

This time next year
You will laugh at all that happened here
That's a promise

And if my friends come to close to you
Please remember they're just passing through
But if you let them, they will test you

Oh, when you left me, there were violins playing very softly
When you left me there was violence flowing through my bloodstream
Give me control
I'll take any

Is there anyone responsible for your actions?
If there anyone who doesn't drown in the chaos you cause

Just let me follow my routine, I've got this
(I heard your garden is blooming)
This world is enough. I smile, 'cause I am lucky to be here
(I was waiting, you will need me by now)
Each day I will tend my flowers, 'till you despise me
(And each time the night falls I will take you 'till you despise me)
'Till you despise me

And I've tried to turn my bedroom into a fortress
I stopped speaking and I sank deep into my mattress
I covered the windows
But somehow my door remained open to you
You move like a phantom

I am still waiting for peace
But the angels look frightening to me