Heartache Song

Hope my mistakes don't make me a less of a man
Swear this heartbreak and heartache was not in the plan
I spent time after time trying to find who I am
When it's all said and done will my heart feel again?

But this ain't heartbreak song
No,
This is a heartache song
I won't be here for long
Why?
Can't get my heart involved

This shit too damaging
Life hurt ain't plan for it
It's been months since the last time I felt content
Don't get the point of this I been avoiding it
But no matter how far I go it follows me

And I been on my way can't even explain pain
Close my eyes hide my heart I'll say I'm okay
Know I ain't been myself
Silence my cry for help
Don't care what happens as long as I leave this realm

And oh,
I can't seem to show
All of what I hold
I'm not in control
Hurt myself to cope

But this ain't heartbreak song
No,
This is a heartache song
I won't be here for long
Why?
Can't get my heart involved

Fighting for my life and I almost took mine
Decembers ain't the same since you left from my side
Turned sixteen a week before and life passed me right by
I'm living on space time but I feel out of time

Said that it's better off this way
You can't feel my pain
Save me now I pray
Hope it's not too late

This is a heartache song