Psychosocial

Deepest darkest emotions they come out at night
Scattered thoughts with no notion how to make 'em right
Thinking how to handle them, gives me anxiety
Anxiety been effecting me since I was fourteen
I hear that voice
I hear that noise
I feel that void
I'm so annoyed
With my past trauma, I really have been so disturbed
You don't know me, but you judge me, and that's so absurd
The way people have made me feel, I been making myself feel worse
I be having to defend myself, it just be so hard to find the words
And I know my Mom looking down on me, like boy speak up
They think I'm a stockpot, but I always felt like a teacup
It's times I was really fighting my mental health and got beat up
So angry inside, but I want good vibes gotta clean up

Understand me
And my psychosocial tendencies
That's why I'm anti-social generally
But I gots to be me
I think it's time I break through the chains
I've been ready to break through the chains
I think it's time I break through the chains
I've been ready to break through the chains
From my psychosocial tendencies

Deepest darkest emotions they come out at night
Scattered thoughts with no notion how to make 'em right
It's a ray of doubt always shined on me, so insecure
I've been feeling so locked up, just like a prisoner
But I became brave enough to perform in front of crowds for days
But when I got to school, my anxiety affected me in ways
I can't describe
I wanted to hide
You wouldn't believe how many times I've broke down and cried
I hear that voice
I hear that noise
I feel that void
I'm so annoyed
I had to learn to be a star and shine bright
And not have to feel to have to dim my light to let another's shine

Understand me
And my psychosocial tendencies
That's why I'm anti-social generally
But, I gots to be me
I think it's time I break through the chains
I've been ready to break through the chains
I think it's time I break through the chains
I've been ready to break through the chains
From my psychosocial tendencies