Feel Again | The Soulstice

I feel
Nothing

How did I become numb?
Can't even feel my own touch
Don't care if the sun comes up or not
Nothing seems to matter much

My mirror might as well be see through
My own reflection just can't get through, no
No destination for me to get to
I don't need to know what you think
'Cause you can't see what I see
Can't feel

I just want to feel, feel again
I know it seems insane
But even if it's just pain I wanna feel
I just want to feel, feel again
No future no past
Right now is all I have just let me feel
I just want to feel, feel again
Show me something real as long as I can feel
I just want to feel, feel again
I need to know it's worth it
Right now it seems so worthless, I can't

Don't know if I remember how to laugh or cry
Somebody pray for me
'Cause I'm so lost in my thoughts
Where did I go wrong? (Ooh, did I go wrong?)
I used to feel like I belong
Back then the fire burned so strong (so so strong)
But now it's faded like an ending song
The light is off and I can't turn it on

I just want to feel, feel again
I know it seems in ugh
But even if it's just I wanna feel
I just want to feel, feel again
How am I unable?
It's keeping me unstable and I can't feel
I just want to feel, feel again
Show me something real as long as I can feel
I just want to feel, feel again
I need to know it's worth it
Right now it seems so worthless and I can't

Well I used to think I did but

I, ugh
I don't wanna think about this anymore
Let's, let's have some new thoughts
New thoughts, come on
Let go, what, uh

Can I relearn how to feel?
I just want to feel, feel again

What should I do?
I just want to feel, feel again
Putting it all on the table
I know that I'm unstable
Now I can feel, feel again
I think it's finally working
But now I feel so worthless!

What have I done?
(Cry)